STRESSED

yes ivy is stressed.
sighs.
so many things.
no time.
blame me on my poor management. ):

i was on th verge of breaking down.

then.
something made me smile (:

安静了 S.H.E

i can't believe i actually cried.
i mean like i seldom cry over watching MVs.
or rather should i say this is th first time.
AHHHHHHHH

STUDY ZOMG

CHECK OUT MY WALLPAPER ON MY LAPPY.
HAHAHAHHAA.

th fan tt is supposed t blow us (mother / me) is being assigned a new task. cool th laptop down from where it is. so it's on full blast, permanently in th direction of th laptop which is on my table. UNTIL I SHUT MY LAPPY DOWN.

multiple use.

ok it's late.
haha. byebye.

501st POST!!!

i realised i posted my 500th post ytd. whoa. hahhahaha.

ANW I SHOULD REALLY BE STUDYING. DAMN.
i told you th camwhoring thing is back into me. sighs.

did i mention tt i'm getting skinnier it sucks?
):
i dun wanna get thinner anymore la!
bones are jutting out alr.
even my collar bone is showing.
urgh.
PLS LET ME GAIN WEIGHT OR RATHER GAIN FATS.

BUSY BUSY

edited :**i deleted one of th pictures ltr ppl say i horny!! (hint hint sophia hehehehe)**


i realise i am so squashed w projects after projects, assignments after assignments. i feel so !#$%^&*(

i'm back into th camwhoring season. 0.o





and yes i reached home early tdy.
but i was damn stuffed w projects t do.
i tried my best t do.
but i'm damn bloody tired.
i fell asleep in th end.
wtf right?!



i love you gavin wonggggg (:

Chingay Full Dress Rehearsal

PICTURES!!! ;D

i'm like damn exposed. -.-
i'm like damn cold whenever there's strong wind.
grrrr.
andandand i look like a fairy.
heh heh heh.



i told you i look like a fairy. flower fairy?


better lighting


I AM STANDING BESIDE SAILOR MOOON!!!


SHE'S GG T REPRESENT TH MOON AND PUNISH TH VILLIANS!


princess wanting!


fairies are supposed t fly but i guess i cant. ):


maybe i'll dance.


yeah. dancing is easier


and i found a golden bread.


fairies need food too.


so as all th fictional characters.


while waiting for 2nd run which started at 9!!!!


issit me or this year's chingay's really sucky? 0.o

404'07 Chalet 2009 (:

it's a very small gathering.
alot of ppl didn't come cause of th cancellation of th bbq.
oh well, but i can say i did have fun....
CYCLING 0.O

for bloody 6 hrs!!!
BUTT-ACHE,
THIGH-ACHE.

i guess th worse part was when i had no energy left t peddle, i was just merely forcing myself and having t bear w th bloody butt-ache and yet there's no choice but t cont cycling.
especially at th 8km changing STRAIGHT ROAD. just beside changi airpot th airplane runway. omg straight until...
no end no head
NEVER-ENDING ROAD. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.


so right before cycling we were in th room playing random card games -.-


first stop, bedok jetty. YIYANG!!


BOBBYYYY


another rest while at th 8km road. lol. damn lack of motivation la! like totally cannot see th ending. -.- and yeah, tt's changi airpot.


(:

let me outline our journey.
pasir ris(downtown east) --> ECP --> bedok jetty --> mac @ ECP --> entrance of changi 8 km trail --> changi PCN (8 km) --> changi beach park (3.3km) --> changi village --> pasir ris (downtown east)

ok th whole thing right, i estimate abt 30-40km travelled. 6hrs, which i alr excluded resting and eating time. lol. cycle until daytime. haha.

THEN!
I RUSHED BACK T SCH! FOR CELLB LAB ASSESSMENT. BAAAAAAAAAAH.

bah ):

correction : i got 33.5/40 for bmic instead. so i guess tt's good?

36/50 for cell biology.
I'M SO SAD LA ): i careless and memory loss cause so much lost of marks ):

25.5/50 for maths stats.
lol. i was expecting a single digit. oh well.

31.5/50 for human physiology and immunology.
WTFFFF. ):
i said before i only cry over family and results. tdy i just cried over results.
actually i cried cause my tchr said i failed -.-
but still this is such a retarded result.
IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE TH BEST LURH.
ARGH.

IT PAID OFF!!! (as of now 0.o)

SO I GOT A 32.5/40 FOR BMIC TERM TEST ;D
RIGHT NOT EXACTLY VERY VERY GOOD BUT WELL, I GT AN A EVEN THOUGH IT'S A LOW A.
tt's a really nice way t start my new year. hehehe.

AT LEAST MY EFFORT DID PAY OFF.

OH WAIT. THERE'S STILL 2 MORE SUBJECTS.
DAMNNNNN.

H A P P Y N E W Y E A R ! 2009 S H A L L B E A N A W E S O M E Y E A R (:

somehow the end of this year don't feel any different. don't you think so? i think it's just me. haha.
even now 1 January 2009, i don't feel as though this is a new year. probably because being in poly it doesn't make a difference since all along i'm still schooling. for JCs and sec schs next day shall be a NEW YEAR LITERALLY for you guys. i'm still well year 1. hahaha.

2008 was like some really happening year for me.
so much unhappiness.
yet at the some time so much joy.
unpleasant experiences shall be gone w th year 2008. (:

i think the best thing that happened to me this year was
MEETING CHERYL TANG LI LI.
and of course being tgt w my love one Gavin Wong (:
the two of you totally rock my world.
for bringing me so much joy, laughter and everything.

i'm glad t have a friend like cheryl who loves me for me, who understands me, who has so much in common w me, who i can talk abt anything t, who cares for me, who i know i can count on. LESS THAN 3 DARLING!

i know we look nth very nice but who cares! hahaha.

i'm glad t have a bf like gavin who loves me for me (even though i nv fail t irritate you), who is always patient w me, who understands me, who i can crap as much as since even before we were tgt, who will always be there. I LOVE YOU DEAR (:

this is like th only normal pic i can find!!!!

i just realise my 2008 was kind of a blur. 0.o

and i can say i did grow up quite a lot (MENTALLY WISE OF COURSE).
from not knowing what i want t knowing it now,
from still pretending t be someone different t accepting who i am and being myself always,
from being heck care abt my studies t making it my very top priority.
and a lot more which some i prefer t keep it t myself (:

i went through love,
i went through heartache,
i went through having t deal w double-faced ppl,
i went through family conflicts,
i felt family love too.

i had too much unpleasantness in 2008, it felt like 2006 again. yeah my 2006 was a fucked up year too.

anyway.
2009 will be an awesome year ;D
accompanied by all my love ones (:
especially cheryl tang, gavin wong, wenyi, wanting, qiling (:
ps. th names are not ranked ok! haha.