OVERRRRRRRRRRRR!!

Everytime before my exam ends I get so excited for the after-exams. THEN THE EXAMS END AND I DON'T FEEL MUCH ANYMORE. WHYYYYYYYYYYY. Anticipate too much I guess.

I REALISE THERE'S NO DIFFERENCE. I STILL HAVE TO STAY AT HOME. Cannot always go out -.- because blah blah blah worked so hard to provide me a good home blah blah blah. YES I GET IT BUT I EVERYDAY STAY AT HOME DO WHAT?! Also no one at home!

I stay home weekdays then weekends I want go out cannot meh. I'M FREAKING 20 OMG. If I'm still being controlled like that when I'm 21 I really don't know what to say.

Anyway, I studied for Anthropology the whole bloody week. Like literally took the whole week to study for Anthro and kinda neglected the rest of my modules. But! I think it was the right thing to do though. I would say my weakest would be Anthro because I attended only the first 5 lectures? Plus I think it has so much more memorizing work to do and it is OH-SO-DRY. I don't really get the notes anyway!

The lecturer reads from the slides. LITERALLY. WORD FOR WORD. Then shows about an hour of video. -.-

Anthro paper was on Monday night 7pm - 9pm. I reached home at 10plus and after a very late dinner, I showered and knocked out. I wanted to study through the night but I really couldn't take it. Woke up at 8am t study till 12pm. Flipped through all the Sociology lecture notes, did a bit of  serious reading for the first chapter only. Must remember all the theories like Functionalism, Conflict Theory, Post-modernism, Feminism and Globalization. I think I didn't give like exact theories and I'm surprised I actually have nonsense to write for the long essay.

IT IS INSANE THAT THE LONG ESSAY QNS IS 40MARKS AND JUST SMACK ONE QNS. NO BREAKDOWNS LIKE 1a, 1b kind of questions. For both Anthro and Soci. Insane.

100 MCQS FOR PSY 1 PAPER! Flipped through in the morning too. -.-

Let's hope I don't fail. My participation mark for tutorial wasa 44/80. That's for missing 3 tutorials out of 8! Damn.

I'll start trimester 2 right I promise. RAR.

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I can't stay over ): I'm so sad. I had a hard time persuading my mother and I have yet to settle my sister. It's so unfair with regards to the things she was doing at my age then and now I'm treated like a 10yrs old more than 20. ARGH.

Her bf then was already staying with us then now guys cannot even enter my room. EVEN WITH THE DOOR OPEN. WHAT NONSENSE SIA.

Should I like make my stand and don't care? ARGH.