I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT A DOG.

I used to have a dog as some people do know. No wait, I used to have 2 dogs. One was given to me by my cousin cause he could no longer take care of it or his then gf couldn't take care of it anymore.



that's dingding

and this is furby. I have no idea why is the photo so small. I retrieved it from the album I have in photobucket.

I dreamt about owning a dog once again last night. On average, I'll dream of having my dog mostly Dingding back with me about 3-4x a month. I really miss having a dog.

I remember always pretending that I'm walking my dog when I was younger. I'd walk around my neighbourhood w my hand behind me as though I was holding on the the leash and my dog was behind me. I'd even talk to the imaginery dog I have. Oh, and the dreams started ever since I have episodic memory. That's like when I was 4 years old? The dreams stopped briefly during the period when I had dogs. P5 - Sec 1 or 2. Then Sec 4 - Poly yr 1.5. They were always taken away from me without my prior knowledge or permission.

The very first time Snobby (my very first dog) was taken away, it was understandable cause my Dad went through operation and my family was afraid that the dog would cause infection to his wound. I understand that situation so I cried, but didn't make a fuss out of it at all.

When I got Dingding, I was super in love with him. He was such a dear! He would always follow me around the house, even if I went to the shower, he'd wait inside the bathroom, outside the shower door for me. I know it sounds weird that he's looking at me shower, BUT HE'S A DOG OK. DONT JUDGE. I'M SURE MANY PEOPLE DO IT AS WELL. And anyway if I don't let him into the bathroom with me, he'd whimper and scratch the door until I came out. SO POOR THING RIGHT?! HOW WILL YOU BEAR TO LEAVE HIM AT THE DOOR?!
Sis didn't like him very much, because he belongs to me. Anything that belongs to me, associated with me, came from me, it's inferior to her. Everything about her is superior and now that I think back, my pet as well. WTF SERIOUSLY.

So anyway, when my cousin came with his dog, an over-sized shih tzu, I liked it initially until it started bullying my Dingding just because it's bigger than him. I was so angry okay. He'd bite Dingding and push him out of his path and all sorts of things you thought only humans (especially girls) do to each other. Including attention seeking. It's almost watching bitch fight LITERALLY except that they were both males.
and guess what? My sister loved him. I bet it's because he's of the same kind as her. A BULLY. She's laugh at the way he bullies Dingding and mock Dingding for being bullied. WTF?! I swear she's psychotic anw. Honestly. Whenever Furby does something wrong, she blames it all on Dingding. Furby pee-ed on the sofa she insists it's Dingding. Dingding will never do something like that. It's not that I'm biased but through 1 year plus, there has been NO incidences of pee on the sofa until Furby came along. AND I SAW IT WITH MY OWN EYES HE PEE-ED ON THE FREAKING SOFA. So i defended Dingding and she insists that it's Dingding's pee. -.-
Furby is stronger, size wise and 'taller' if u kn what I mean like when he stands on his hind legs. He'd go to the rubbish bin, the step-and-the-lid-opens kind of bin we have in our home and step on the step w his front paw and put his head into the rubbish bin. THEN... HE'D DIG OUT FOOD / WHATEVER NONSENSE INSIDE IT OUT. I saw it with my own eyes as well, my sister saw it together with me as well. GUESS WHAT? SHE DIDN'T SCOLD! She thinks it's cute and go goo-goo-ga-ga all over Furby and 'scolded' him in a way I think he probably thought she was playing with him.
SO WHAT'S MY POINT?!

She is always right.
Whatever is hers (she claims Furby t be so cute and she likes it so much so it's 'hers' then), whatever is associated with her is THE BEST.
SHE IS SUPERIOR ABOVE ALL. At this point I'd make the sound of angel rising halo and sorts of sound if u know what I'm talking about. That open ur mouth and you just go ooooooaahhhhhhhhhh~ in a v holy-ish tone. If this is irl and I'm speaking all these words out, that sound will just appear from nowhere as though in a show.

I KNOW I DIGRESSED.

So anyway, I really want a dog.
I WILL HAVE ONE WHEN I FINALLY HAVE MY OWN LIFE.
I hope my other half will agree w my love for dogs.

I REALLY WANT A DOG ): I MISS DINGDING SO MUCH NOWADAYS...

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