it's been a while my love . . .: I'M KIASU. I BET YOU ARE TOO.

One of the many many many things I hate is my pen running out of ink while I'm writing. So disgusting! Write halfway then the ink fades off like act cool gradient shit. THAT'S NOT COOL, PEN! It annoys the crap out of me, especially when I don't have that color of pen with me and if I borrow someone else's pen, the ink the thickness of th ballpoint will be different! Everything will look out of place. and that, ANNOYS ME, BIG TIME.

see the white circle, where the ink fades off. SO ANNOYING!

red circle, where I'm still in denial and believes my pen will still serve me -.-

It was stats lesson, I didn't want to miss out, so I forced myself to use the black pen I have with me. It was an eyesore to use and I hated it because the rest of my answers are in blue, only diagrams and other special areas I use black. Yes, I am that anal about the color of my pen being used for which section, which area of my own notes. EXTREMELY PARTICULAR. If I use the wrong color, I'll be in a foul mood. Lol. I know I sound a bit too extreme BUT I REALLY DON'T LIKE! Makes everything not the same anymore!!! ):

Apparently the school bookshop doesn't sell my pen's ink refill or my pen itself. It's the pilot acroball medium tip one. It is DAMN SMOOTH. I had to borrow my friend's pen for th lecture afterwards because

BLACK IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE USED FOR NOTES.

And.....

I DIDN'T LIKE IT! I appreciate the fact that he even lend me his pen because he was using pencil and black pen. I felt terrible that he's using black pen, he probably doesnt care what color are his writings in lecture notes but I feel for him k.

I didn't like his pen cause it wasn't smooth enough and the tip damn thin. Makes my writings look so sparse, thin and pathetic. Those who like 0.7 / medim tip ballpoint pens will understand my feelings, but what can I do? I'm making the best out of it because I would really hate to see my writings in black when I revise my notes. So I rather 先苦后甜 (I know not that serious but, I'M PARTICULAR LIKE THAT)

So anyway, no more pen, school don't sell my pen, I went to get it after school. I couldn't remember if AMK Hub has popular, so I walked the whole mall -.- Apparently there isn't so I went to Fairprice opposite my house to get one pen. ONE PEN. I wanted to get just one pen to last till I get th pen I really wanted.

One big round and that brings me to the title of this post. I wanted to buy ONE pen but look what I ended up with......

5 pens and a facial cleanser. ;x It was supposed to be a trip to Fairprice that would cost me only I think $1.50, but it became $22.00 HAHAHAHAHHA.

Am I kiasu or what?! I actually laughed to and at myself after paying. WHY I SO RIDICULOUS? LOL. ONE pen became FIVE. -.-

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I think her logic's gone. Her son wanted to say bye / goodnight to me and give me a hug when going to bed and he was already at my door about to turn the door knob already (as I heard), she actually said "no need, no need" in a very frustrated voice. She knows there's nothing wrong in what the son wanted to do, but she didn't want her son to do that because of her relationship with me this one month. She's lucky the son still young cannot fight back ask why. I assumed she pulled her son away from my door immediately because I saw the shadows disappear under my door immediately after she said 'no need'.

WAY TO GO IN CULTIVATING AND NURTURING GOOD MANNERS AND HABITS. 2x thumbs up.

Even I know nothing to do with her son, I still play with him and entertain him.

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Anyway, I need to share my current obsession, but I know it's a very temporary one. Yeah, my penguin. HHAHAHAHHAHAA.