it's been a while my love . . .

RANDOM

Monday, July 06, 2009

i've been a good student, listening to lectures and doing tutorials (:
but i've become a no-lifer. HAHA.

anw pardon the photo quality. this shitty phone of my mine is a good-for-nothing. ppl call cannot hear me most of the times -.-

some time back, cant even rmb when.
oh tt reminds me, we just past our 10th month w neither of us realising / rmbing. LOL. it only dawned on me ytd. oh well.

see tt humongous ant there. LOL. i think i was too bored when i took this pic. ;x

yvonne and i (: during L!feGame. hehehe.

NOTICE FAIL. HAHAHAHA.

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wake up call.

Friday, July 03, 2009

i learned that i have to take my studies MUCH MUCH MORE srsly the hard way. i have learned. truly truly learned my mistakes.

and so far. my attitude has changed pretty much. no more slping in lectures. concentrating and listening is all i've been doing. and attempting t do the tutorials.

no more slping in lectures.
and i will slp as early as possible every night. w/o doing nonsense.

i hope my results will improve.

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PHOTOSHOOT @ Sentosa

Thursday, June 25, 2009

did i mentioned i went for a shoot w stanley? w lynn and another girl, channel who came afterwards. like 3 weeks back i think. lol.

this is my fave :D

i rmb when we went t th beach. OMG TH SUN COULD KILL MAN. stanley was in jeans. HAHAHA. and th sand was like burning my feet. -.-

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i'm really hurt by what my mom did. i'm too sian abt it t blog abt it. maybe tmr. or th day after. sigh ): sometimes i really wanna get out of this family.

anw my sis's gave birth alr. to a baby boy. it's so huge tt have t use vacuum suck out 0.o i'm nt getting pregnant t give birth nxt time. scary. it's 3.16kg and it's gt hair alr! alot some more. haha.

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Sentosa!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

went sentosa last last week ;D cant rmb which day but i think it's saturday. or was it friday? anyway, went with gavin wong and my niece genevieve! both of them damn funny. like to disturb each other.

so woke up at abt 8am, met love and went to get my niece at boonlay. love showed her magic with his lousy poker cards and because she's a kid, she didn't notice. HAHAHA. apparently th same trick didn't work on cheryl tdy when normal cards were used. LOL.
went to kfc for breakfast because i was starving and i dun wanna get gastric.

off we went to vivo city! gen didn't bring extra clothes nor towels nor swimwear 0.o i dno why also. go beach she nv bring anything! HAHA. and she was wearing jeans. so i bought her a pair of shorts from some random place in habourfront centre so she wont dirty her jeans. then we went t get snacks. end up getting too much snacks. oops.
and it's sentosa finally!
met felicia on the way.
reached sentosa beach stn met shirley there doing amazing race for dpa students. what a place!

walked to the beach and boy the weather's killing mannnn. so we laid th mat, love started teaching gen how t play frisbee and apparently she likes it alot. haha.

see how happy she is! heh.

LOL. idiot.

and so we went down nearer to the water where it isn't so hot. the sun was super scorching i swear.

and the slipper war starts.

throw your slipper!

pick up and throw again!

and again!

and again!

pardon my finger there. HAHA. i fail la i know la.

slipper throw in action!

fat angmoh in th sea. ;x

making sand bombs.

i saw a girl w huge boobs in the toilet. really huge i swear. haha. i admit i was stealing glances ;x I'M NT LESBIAN! she was like showering in th open shower anw (w her bikini on).

done showering! this is a totally random pic.

;D

on our way back to vivo city for lunch! both of them figuring out how t play lemonade tycoon on iphone. heh. cute.

done w lunch!

so we walked around vivo city. first to pet's safari t look at dogs and hamsters. i is want dingding back into the hse. ): soon i promise.
will talk t mom abt it. then we went t tian xia di yi and i bought crystals for my phone. lol. anyhow buy and anyhow stick. ;x this phone i dun want alr anw. hehe.
then to daiso and roamed aimlessly.
sent gen t raffles place to meet her mom.

and we went t catch a movie at cathay (:
i like th way tt day was spent.
loves.

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argh. guess what happened in th shower just now. i fell down -.- and in th process, i kicked th wall and my big toe nail got kicked broken. OUCH. and part of it dangled there while i wash away blood and cont w my shower. -.-

so i came out of th shower and i forgot abt th nail until 10mins ltr. HAHAHA.
so i clipped those dangling parts off. like omg ewww?
those parts were totally attached to th skin. or rather flesh was attached to those parts and i had t cut them off. eeew. so i'm like cutting my flesh. nice. HAHAHA.
and i have shoot tmr. shit shit shit. at least this time it wasn't as pain as th other time when th same thing happened except tt time it was while i was opening th door. i forgot my foot was there. and yeah tt time tt was bloody hell pain. this one's like nth. thank goodness.

i survived 2 hrs of organic chemistry 2 tdy! i am proud of myself. i forced myself t concentrate and listen lor! nt just stay awake ok! *beams*
BUT I STILL DUN REALLY UNDERSTAND PUO. CRIES.
oh and i skipped theatre again ;x i couldn't help it but skip. because I REALLY REALLY REALLY DUN WANNA ATTEND BECAUSE IT IS 3 HRS. if it's 2 hrs still bearable la. but it's like 3 hrs la! th thought of th process there it's just such a turn-off. so i went to th polyclinic. i feign gastric until it really came. damn it. but i didn't get medicine from th doc cause i still have and i dun wanna pay extra. ;p

oh speaking of paying extra. POLY STUDENTS HAFTA PAY MORE. WHERE IS JUSTICE IN THIS MAN. so if i am jc student i pay lesser? this is so unfair. so what, poly students richer issit. wth la! and most of us are like same age w the jc students lor. only minorities. maybe they should just charge according t age. ROARRRRRRRR. unfair. tt's singhealth i think. National healthcare group charge according to age i think. if i nv recall wrongly.

ok fine i went t search for th charges, i am wrong. both charge by age. and just nice i am 18 alr. THIS IS ONE REASON I CAN ADD ON AS TO WHY I DUN WANT TO TURN 18! ROARRR.

this is NHG Polyclinic.

4.90 for child / elderly! EHHHH WAIT! it says child 18 years AND below! so i would still be charged 4.90 only if i nv take medicine lor!

this is singhealth

SO I AM RIGHT AFTER ALL. child below 18 as well as those holding secondary school student passes. SEEE! jc students still holding on to sec sch passes lor! I SHALL NOT GO TO SINGHEALTH ANYMORE. roar. because this us th only year i'm 18 and below! GRRRR.

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FAILURE IN LIFE ):

Monday, June 22, 2009

this shall be a wake up call. i will work hard from now on. i am truly horrified by myself. how can i score such results. my goodness. going into the examination hall w no clue of the subject ):

no point crying over spilled milk i guess.

time t work hard.

i attempt and tried my v best t listen in lectures tdy. i shall keep tt up. i hope this motivation lasts long. ;\ dun even bother trying t find out my results. i can only say they are for ppl who have no goals and no future in life. my results are really 0.o
i feel like a failure in life. t think a phrase cheryl came up w actually applied t me.

feeling shitty enough, photobucket decided t nt work. actually i think it's the internet tt's nt working well. grrrr.

PAY FOR INTERNET CAN'T GET T USE IT WELL. WHATTTT. if i'm th internet operator at where ever. or inventor or sth like tt. i will make sure wireless/internet is so easily set up tt i wont have trouble configuring all tt shit.
then again there'll be more internet crimes. OH WELL.

STARHUB YOU BETTER GET MY INTERNET WORKING WELL AGAIN. GRRRRRRR.

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ZZZ . . .

Saturday, June 20, 2009

overnight mahjong finished this morning. and guess what! i realise i have no plans on a saturday night! i slept my whole saturday away.

I AM A LOSER. ):

and for reading my blog you're a loser too. 0.o HAHAHA. you just became a loser for reading my blog. HOHOHO.

anyway back to mahjong.
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it was quite lame ytd/tdy's mahjong because there was only one man guan wtf! and because of tt man guan i lost money! i would have won if nt for weicong's man guan lor. and guess how much i would have won.
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2 BUCKS -grins-

HAHAHA. 2 BUCKS. hey dun judge me! i was losing like mad lor. like almost bankrupt alr. then i decided t win 1 tai, 2 tai th whole way through one round. but when i zeng i nv win! wtf! LOL. and thus th wind proceeded rather fast.

i am a mahjong addict.
i shall officially declare my fridays as MAHJONG DAY. i'm quite extreme 0.o

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anw, i noticed sth quite funny recently. ppl who take trains, have your noticed th phua chu kang and wife?and th huge reserved sign on th side?

and i noticed tt those stuff actually work! like nowadays i see th seats are left empty more often. even if th train is nt exactly tt crowded or even if no elderly or those in needs are ard. this is amazing. after so many years of trying t get singaporeans t be considerate, these inanimate stuff actually worked. maybe nt fully but at least it did -.-

i'm a v train person and it's like i find it damn gross when ppl push and shove and chiong for seats like, "if i dun get th seat my legs will die on me" or sth like tt. must chiong one leh. wth! train door nt even open yet. even if th train's like super pack, th person also refuse t stand aside t let ppl out first.

NONO. MUST STAND RIGHT IN TH MIDDLE OF TH DOOR AND ONCE IT OPEN, PUSH! CHIONG!
it's like a routine everyday.
maybe everyday they think abt different ways t push and shove so they'll be guaranteed a seat.
so their start of th day goes like this:
wake up and w th this thought in mind,"cannot be late, ltr at th peak peak period will have so many ppl i gt no seats" maybe tt's what motivates them t wake up for work everyday. like office ppl. because i can nv understand ppl who wake up t go t th office and work. unless th job is really interesting which i highly doubt so.

get dressed and have their breakfast. must eat so gt energy t push all my competitor away. and off they go marching t th mrt station.

at th platform:
tries and squeeze as near t th edge as possible w/o crossing th yellow line w th PA system in constant reminder PLEASE STAND BEHIND TH YELLOW LINE
an auntie tries t squeeze a lil t stand closer too, and th person thinks CANNOT LET HER THROUGH DIE DIE CANNOT. open my arms bigger, open legs a lil wider, block her by standing in her path.

train comes:
here's th battle. stands as close as i can t th train door. door opens, i'll squeeze my way through! damn it th auntie is getting it. -pushes harder- and OH A SEAT. **CHIONGGGGGG!** YES I GOT TH SEAT. NOW MUST CLOSE MY EYES. so i can't see anyone tt's in need of my seat.

HAHAHAHAA. nice.

anw, now th story might change a little due to th posters. LOL.
A REAL HUMAN IN NEED (for eg an elderly) CANNOT GET SOMEONE T GIVE UP SEAT FOR HIM /HER, BUT A POSTER CAN GET TT SOMEONE T GIVE UP HIS / HER SEAT.

AWESOME MAN.

apparently only inanimate objects can embarrass sinagporeans.

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LIFEgame & Holiday Trip (:

Sunday, June 14, 2009

i'm supposed t keep this game a secret. LOL.
as th organisors and gamemasters said. they want ppl t really experience th game themselves.
but basically you start life at th age of 15 again. no matter what age you are at. and yeah you do whatever you want w your life 0.o
sounds interesting? hahaha.
it was a 4days 3nights camp and i had lots of fun. be it during th free-time or during th game time.

so many photos i cant believe i actually uploaded and resized one by one. 109 pics! wth!

vicky and marcus!

sexy cards. 16bucsk! lol. i cant believe i spend on such stuff.

herman suddenly sat up at th moment i press th camera -.-

von messaging her love ones

my big nose -.-

scaryyy

do you see th moth

i cant be bothered t caption th pics ;x
oh did i mention i like moths? somehow i dno why. i almost cried when they were killing moths w a rubber band ):

but oh i hate other insects so yeah. HAHAHAHA.
i dun mind spiders small ones, but i am scared of ants.
i'm quite retarded i guess. LOL.

and there's genting trip w bf! omg so many photos again. soon soon. hahaha.

oh ya and my birthday celebration. LOL.
so long agoooo.

anw went for yvonne's 21st birthday party.
HAPPY 21ST SWEETS! love ya!

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9th month (:

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

i didn't realise.
he didn't realise.

but i did suddenly realise. haha.
happy 9th months baby (:

"Baby. I love you. No matter what we go through k. We will always find time for each other."
tt's what you sent me last night when i fell asleep before replying your previous msg.
tt brightened up my morning (:

lotsofloves <3

dinner tonight w you.
-risking my results- ;x

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WHAT?!

Monday, June 01, 2009

really...

need....

to.....

study....

I WILL GET OFF TH COM THIS INSTANT. TATA.

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MORE PHOTOS!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

i know they are on fb, but i just want t update my blog w pics. HAHAHAHA.
spice my blog up.

this is currently my fave ;D

i'm fucking 18 SOON.
whooo!

oh my hamsters are really cute. they like damn busy inside th cage. SO CUTE!
i shall finish studying by this week. then sat can go drinking w calvin. WHOOO!

something funny for you guys
aaron showed it t me. LMAO.

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