WHEN EVERYTHING STARTS TO FALL APART, BE HONEST.

DEAR S.H., (:

in response to your so-called hacked and deleted blog, i shall dedicate a post to you (: and of course with your obsession w (: i shall have it here too (((((((; except tt i think mine probably looks prettier ;D

anyway, my point of this dedication is that if you are being hypocritical, so be it. if you realised that what shouldn't be seen by ppl who shouldn't see it has been seen by them, deleting your blog and saying tt it's been hacked, WORKS! - NOT. (((((;

being (acting) nice and saying it's ok over and over again is actually rather disturbing. ;D if you have not realised, you don't mean what you say cause when you tell them it's ok, you show LOTS of displeasure on your blog. now now. if it's not ok, IT'S OK TO NOT SAY IT'S OK ((((; i wonder if you get what i mean. and oh, not everyone gets your form of affection especially when they're nt even close friends of you DEAR (:

i think there's lots of rage boiling in you now and you probably hate me to the guts (: it's ok because at least i'm not hyporcritical. i think i'm being v plain here abt how i feel abt you.

oh i think i'm being v nice alr by not spelling ur name out here in full (((((;
have a nice day DEAR (((((((;

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yes i got news from him finally. he's waiting for the ferry now cause he missed the 6pm ferry ;\ and actually we can spend tmr tgt till his book in but we can't. as usual the same reason.
sometimes i really don't understand and sometimes i have to keep telling myself to hold on. in fact many times i force myself to hold on.

DENIED

i'm not getting my new laptop after all because my sister told me not to. -.- she ask me to use her laptop till nxt year. but the problem is i can get it cheap now why wait till nxt year when i have to fork out more money. wth? why is it that i am always denied of things i want and this is the case of NEED.
angsty.

anw. i have no news of the bf up till now. i have alr gone out, collect my purchases and head back here to my home alr. bah. and was thinking of gg to th sales at infusion at dempsey w th bf. looks like gotta cancel plan? heard from ger tt raven company's boat will leave at 6. which means he will reach pasir ris at 8 gah. and there's still no sms whatsoever from him now! it's like almost 5 alr?!

hate this kind of weekends. anw, nvm i have my proposal to do up. which i didn't do ytd night cause i was so tired. and supposed to go for this morn's iguides briefing i couldn't wake up too. i don't even rmbing hearing the alarm. NICE. this is what exhaustion does to u. hohoho.

when time passes so fast

school's been really busy. wait it's been busy since like the first week so it doesn't make a diff. what is making a diff is tt each week passes so fast it's kinda freaky.
and i'm actually still surviving w work & my hectic sch schedules w deadlines t meet every week. NICE.

of course i get so tired that everyday i reach home i refuse to open my mouth to talk. whoever talks t me gets a response of uhm. yeah. hmmm.
can't help it. LOL.

AND LAPPY IS COMING SOON?! WHOOHOO. HAPPY.
&&&&&
I SURVIVED THE IPT INTERVIEW NOT BAD. tt's double happiness.

FINALLY.
I HAVE TO GO CHIONG MY PIA LAB REPORT. SIAN TO THE MAX.
but nvm, i can catch my fave show ltr ;D

record breaking

first time i nv go online for a whole week w th com on.
just did my work and off and slp.

i is proud of meself.

ONE WEEK HAS PASSED YET AGAIN. FAST YEAH?!

HEHE

there's a chance i might get a laptop or new com from mom. because HEHEHEHE. ask me and i'll tell u.

anyway, i feel damn hardworking doing my tutorials even though i am rather tired after work. i hope it pays to be hardworking ;/



ohohoh. got wenyi's phone alr. yay. still prefer good old sony ericsson. ;D

MIRACLE

i manage to get th com t work 0.o amazing but true.

anyway th bf says he'll fix th com for me asks me nt t waste money t get a netbook or whatsoever. so yeah i wait lor.
and meanwhile, i am spending money alr. shittttttt.

money comes so hard but spending it is like damn fast and easy can. grrr. annoying.
anw, pictures might be soon cause i'm borrowing phone from wenyi yayyyy.


ANYWAY, I AM IN TH MAC MONOPOLY SHIT OK. SO IF U DUN WANT THE STICKERS OR WHATEVER IT'S CALLED. GIVE IT T MEEEEEEE.

COM CRASH

I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO UPDATE THIS SPACE UNTIL I GET A NEW COM / LAPPY / THE COM SELF-REPAIR.

i already did so many repairs on my com but it is still so unstable i think it is hopeless alr. so i have thus given up trying t have it fix.



ON THE OTHER HAND...

if u know anywhere that sells cheap laptop or 2nd laptop pls do let me know. if you know my no. just sms me. if you don't know pls email me iivysky@live.com.sg
THANKS ALOT WILL LOVE YOU ALOT.

MAN. . .

SO MUCH WORK ALREADY *double underline & extra extra bold & whatnot to make th word stronger*?!
sorry gotta make th word stronger so i can emphasize that IT'S ONLY BEEN TH THIRD DAY OF SCHOOL! like WHAT!?!?!?!???!?!?!??!

i feel lost alr and th disgusting messy timetable isn't helping much.

i wanna meet qiling.
i wanna get a new phone.
i wanna get a guitar.
i wanna see my bf.

TEEHEEHEE. i can't believe i am so smart to do that.
IT'S A SECRET. WHOOHOOO.

BLOODY WARM

THE WEATHER IS KILLING ME.
i'm serious.

anyway, first week of school is always a breeze and i am predicting a very very tough semester ahead. oh and cheryl got what she wanted, which is extremely awesome.
pls keep my study mode here till th end of this semester.

gotta rmb to do th bf's stuff.
i'm a good girlfriend.